tired of typing so, to make the story short!!!

claire finally met her new mom in the parent's day. it turned out that it was the mother of kyle, and kyle knew that claire is going to be his new sister. well, her dad would have told her of she'd only try to listen. so they were ignoring each other. kyle began to leave and told everyone that he is going for a stroll. claire followed him. kyle was aware but he lead them in a place where they are alone.

claire: are you always teasing me because you hate me?
kyle: why do you think of that?
Claire: that is what first went to my mind the moment you revealed that you know that we are siblings. is it because you don't want me to be your sister? you hate me that is why you were teasing me, right?
kyle: idiot. i only knew that we are going to be sibling a year ago and you entered the school 2 years ago right?
claire: then why are you teasing me always?
kyle: ....you know, we had been 3 siblings. me, my big bro and my little sis.
claire: little sis?
kyle: we love her very much. the two of us, my big bro and me but she died in a car accident while playing with her friends in the park when she was 6, 2 1/2 years ago...
claire: oh...
kyle: i was there.... and did not do anything...
claire: kyle?
kyle: <sob> i was buying an ice cream for her when her ball got to the middle of the street. when she crossed, it was red light but the moments she got the ball... no one saw her because she bended and she was so small that her body was carried away that easily....my big bro got really angry at me that is why he decided to study abroad... to never see my face again...
claire: i'm... sorry....
kyle:....
claire: but i do not understand.... why are you teasing me?
kyle: you resemble her... i am always teasing her and it makes her happy because she felt noticed.... i thought that you were an angel from heaven that God sent in replacement of my sis... but it turned out that you were not that angel and you are a different person... i was out of my mind....
claire: ....don't worry....
kyle: huh?
claire: i am sorry if i did not understand you at first but now that i understand... i feel so guilty... so my task is to be the little sis that you had... am i right onee-chan?
kyle:... it is okay to tease you now?
claire: hahaha! the truth is, i thought you were teasing me seriously that is why i got angry but... it turned out that i was wrong so... friends?
Kyle:........................................FRIENDS!

*i made this short so that you will easily understannd the story and not get bored....
i hope!

hi... i am claire mcfay. an average girl with a short black hair, fair skin and not so cute face. i am not that smart(smart here means never fails) and i am never good in any sports. i am plain and ordinary like other teenage girls.

i still remember that day... everything for me was gloomy. 3 years has passed but i cannot forget how my parents divorced. they were always fighting, my mom always ends up crying. after the divorce i decided to live with my dad since my mom has a new family. i am aware that anytime, i am going to have a new family, with a brand new mom... but when will that happen?

"ouch!" i shouted will patting my head. "that hurts you bozo!"
"stop overreacting!" Kyle Andrews shouted back. he is a tall guy with a dark brownish hair, black eyes and he is really popular. he always teases me since the day i was a new student 2 years ago. i despise him so much. yeah he is athletic, smart and charming, but it seems that all of those things are a blur in my mind... i cannot seem to know why he is so popular. he just irritates me so much.

"it hurts you know! since the day i stepped in this school, all i can hear is the irritating voice that annoys me all the time! have a life Kyle!" i exited the classroom once the dismissal bell  rang. why does he have to be my classmate? i ran out and tried to catch up with my friends from the other room when suddenly...

"hey you, the flirtish girl, what's your business between kyle?" a group of girls sorrounded me. i tried to look for an opening but there is no hope of finding one.

"you think you are so popular? for your information, if your going to be rude to kyle, then let's have a match first. i have been watching the two of you and you flirting for the past 2 years and it makes me sick!" it was Mandy Kay, a girl who is the president of kyle's fan club. give me a break, who will want to establish a fan club like that but mandy herself.

"answer me idiot!" just then kyle began to appear. of course the girls were acting that they were being kind to me. kyle got angry at them and told them to go away. i did not hear their conversation clearly for it is not my business! he started it anyhow right? so i quickly got my things and left when someone called,

"hey you alright? those girls were always bothering you huh?"
"yeah and it's all because of you. plus, not only them, think about the other girls who are in love with you that silently watches us..."
"well, not really, it's just because i am attractive."

what an ego, i thought and ignored him. i walked fast when,

"did they hurt you?"
"what's in it for you?"
"i do not want to see a maiden in distress... as if you're a maiden!"
"what!!!!!!!!!!"

so we argued. he called me an idiot, i called him a nuthead. he called me a stupid, i called him a numbskull. the uprour called everyones attention so we both headed, of course, where else? to where we always go... the principal's office. the principal both examined up. held a sigh of relief and said...

"what is it this time, claire?"
"the truth is kyle was bullying me again!"
"i was not! you were staring in an empty space. thinking that you were out of your mind i spank you. is that bad?"
"ofcourse it is!!!!!!!"
"no it's not! i just want you to be concious of the reality... you can be hurt by doing that!"
"what's in it for you?!"
"what the heck?"

we continued arguing and so... "ENOUGH!" the principal shouted at the top of his voice. "you 2 are doing an excellent job in keeping our school s good reputation but if you 2 keep on arguing, what kind of role models are you to the students?"

"we understand sir. please accept my apology. excuse me..."

i hurriedly got out of the room. kyle followed me. before he can reach me, i said, "this is all your fault. why don't you just leave me alone? you are a nuisance!" i was about to run when he said, "is it wrong to worry about you?"

i felt a chilly atmosphere. i was disgusted by his words and said, "it is not but you are the cause of my problems and i left him alone in the hallway.

i saw my friends entering the school gates and reached them. i forgot to mention. i have 2 best friends and they are hannah and mae. hannah is an outgoing kind of person and has a boyfriend from another school while mae is a shy girl who's hobby is reading books and watching television. and of course studying(a lot). all 3 of us entered the school. it has been a week since kyle and me talked. after the conversation we had, he just give me un ugly stare and ignores me. i somehow miss the arguments we had for the past 2 years... what am i thinking?!

"let us all settle down" Mr. Ramond, our adviser continued, "tomorrow is parent's day everyone! all parents should come for me to meet okay? i want to have a small conference with them." everybody complained. some murmured. oh no!!!!!! that is the worst! during parent's day, is the day teachers get payback from their students through telling parents what troubles their sons and daughters cause. if that is not done in your scholl, then give our school a visit and you will surely regret it.

everybody is in a gloomy atmosphere. then, PE came. our PE is always held outside because varsity players don't join regular PE, so they use the gym and covered courts. so my classmates stay under the sun for the whole period. how exaggerating! i was always on the bench for i have poor health if too much effort is exerted in me, i might faint... that is why i am not the sporty kind of person. so, instead of doing PE, i get things from the storage room that they might need for their class. "claire, bring the basketballs here will yah? and make it snappy!" the teacher ordered. so hurriedly went inside the gym where the storage of basketballs are located and remembered that kyle was in the basketball team. i quickly got inside and hurriedly got the balls and ran towards the exit when,

"hey, isn't that your...mmpf!" a player shouted, but kyle covered his mouth with a towel and said... "shut up or i'll kill you." he looked at me with a very angry expression and left for practice.

as i hand out the balls to my classmates, i wondered... what does that mean?

at home, i came to my father and told him that it is parents day tomorrow. he told me that he knows and asked, "are you ready to meet your new mom?"

"what???!!!!"
"don't tell me you forgot..."

<falsback 4 months ago>
father: hey little squirt, are you ready to meet the girl i ahve been dating for a year now who happens to be my childhood friend?
claire: whatever...
father: she turns out to have a child in your school...
claire: really...
father: remember she has 2 sons? well the other one in in america...
claire: yeah...
father: claire, i'm worried, don't you even care? i remember that you always want to have a brother or a sister...
claire: .... it's different....
father: ... well, whether you like it or not... you will see your new mom this year in your first parent's day.... so what do you say?
claire: sure...
father:...

<end of flasback>

i stared at the window for a minute... a new mom... a new family...and a brother.... i know that one day this will happen... i was aware... but what will become of me? can i accept it?

well, i hope you will vote...

oh and by the way, i tried to change the title... well, it really started from pets... you'll see... i will get dogs and cats involve of their love. maybe i will make them the reeasons why they loved each other...

plus in the story... i will find a way that will stop them from loving each other and if they love each other, they are going to brake the law and sin to God... i love this kinds!

of course there is still unrequited love and i will make sure that friends will argue here... you'll see the reasons later in the story...

well, that is all... hope you can keep on reading!!!!!!

i have a very wierd dream last night. if you can explain to me about this then please reply...

i do not know how it exactly started, but all i remember is that i am with 2-4 people. all of us are girls. i guess most of them are not my best friends. i do not remember that i am with my best friends at all. all i know is that we were enetering a village of some sort. it has few houses but they are all huge. i noticed a big blue house opening its gates. i peeked and saw my crush from church.he wore a pink t-shirt which looked a little bit like the t-shirt i own that i did not use for a long time, but without the flower. i kept on glancing at him. at my last glance, he looked back at me and i know that my heart was pounding so i immidiately looked at the other way and caught up with my friends. at first, i thought that it was my imagination but he was following us. yup! he was! i did not mind him. we just walked and walked until we reached a huge building... i am not sure... we entered it and all was yellow.... bright and all the lights and walls and even the things inside... the next thing i knew, my friends and i are not anymore together... i saw him still following... i ran but did not know why... i entered a room and waited if he was really in for me, but he never came back. i knew that the question that popped in my head when i was dreaming was... "did he got lost?" next are like... "did he met an accident?", "did he stopped following me?", and "did he chase another girl and i was thinking it was me he was chasing?"... these are the questions that got into my mind. as my dream goes on, he did not show again... plus in reality, i haven't seen him for a month and some weeks. can you interpret this?

we are still not in the romance side... actually it is only the introductory of the character's past and all, next time i will post i will give a title to give you a clue about what that chapter is all about. i was thinking that cherry will have a lot of lovers there plus dane will also have... they are both the main characters but in the frist succeeding chapters of my story, i am sorry but it is unrequited love. you'll know which one doesn't love the other there. is it dane that will fall in love or is it cherry?

this story is, well, based from some of the mangas that i have been recently reading. it really is hard to come up with the beginning, how to end it and how the characters will react.

i tell you, dane and cherry for me will not end up together... i think... i am still thinking if i will let another character appear in the story that will snatch the girl away and dane will make suicide! joke! that is a lame ending. i want to have a sad but also a happy ending, i still do not know how i will end it. the romance thing will happen maybe after 10 more chaps... i think because all of them has a past you know... it is hard to think of a way to put their past stories in the succeeding events!!!! oh, i also want new names for the characters... please help me out... and i want your opinions in what will happen next... thanks....

"what are you talking about dane?" i asked with an angry expression. i was in the mood for silence and he began to appear right before my eyes. what luck!

"watcha doin'?" he asked.
"i was trying to smell the flowers in silence..."
"boring!!!!! you are so boring you nerd!"

oh, before i forgot, this is the cousin of darcy. he is the most irritating person in my life...
i rememeber when i first met him when we were 6 years old....

<flashback>

Cherry: darcy! darcy! come here and look! there is a strange kid ruining your mother's flower bed!
Darcy: oh, that is my cousin... dane... that is just normal... but we always wonder when is he going to the mental hospital....
mia: are you kidding?! that is the most handsome guy i have ever saw in my whole life!
darcy: when you don't know him, you will see his good qualities but if you don't, you will never find it.
cherry: that is kind of harsh darcy. i'm going to go to him and be his friend.
darcy: hey wait! i will come!
mia: me too!

so in the end, we all went and saw him lying on the ground making snow angel, of course without the snow because it is summer time...

darcy: hey c'mon. you do not know but he is kind of a special child. like an autistic one... he bites a lot. and literally too!

i do not care. what is wrong with that? i mean i bit my older sister too... well, it was kind of an accident when i tripped from the stairs, go round and round, she catches me my mouth caught her arm. it did bleed though. oh well... back to the story...

cherry: hi! i am cherry! nice to meet you dane?
Dane: stupid!
cherry: who are you calling stupid? you are the one who is so wierd and acting like one!
dane: what do you even care?
cherry: c'mon... be my friend!
dane: i will never be your friend!
cherry: you will be!

just then, without thinking she put sands on my eyes. the next thing i knew is that i was crying and tears began to fall endlessly...

darcy: look at what you have done!
dane: leave me alone!
Darcy: that brat...
mia: are you okay cherry?
cherry: yeah...
mia: you were right darcy, he has the looks and all but he doesn't have the attitude!
cherry: no...
mia: what is it cherry?
cherry: i believe thar he is a good person mia!!! i am sorry but i do not believe in you darcy for i believe that he is a good person. i am going to prove it by being his friend!

i ran all the way to him... hurriedly... like i really need to reach him... i looked around and saw a shadow behind the water drums. i heard him cry... he was talking to his doll....

cherry: what are you doing?
dane: what are you doing? get away!
cherry: why are you crying?
dane: why do you care?
cherry: because i want to be your friend!
dane: i do not want to have friends. the only friend i have is roger!
cherry: roger? who is he? that doll?
dane: so what????
get out!!!!!!!!

i took a deep breath. i do not know what got me at that time, but there is something inside me that has been bothering me to become his friend....

cherry: i told you i will never leave you! i will be your friend!
dane: what if you got hurt? they will blame me! they will blame me! they will whip me... my father....

and he ran away... i kept on wondering what he meant. what about his father?

cherry's point of view:

I can never make it to the party! it is so embarassing! what am i going to do if the people around me will just laugh at me hysterivally? Ring!!!! Ring!!!! the phone rang endlessly. i tried to pick it up, but when i looked at the caller ID and saw it was my mom, i did not really bother. i was so angry at her when she did not even defend my father. all the insults my father took but it is as if my mother doesn't really care. will our family be together again and will the sun shine brightly for us once more?

"hurry up honey, you'll miss the party"

it is my dad calling. without hesitation i ran towards him like it is my reflex. whenever my father calls me, i never hesitate to go to him. whenever he questions me, i automatically answer. sometimes i think do i love my father or do i just pity him and blame my mother?

"still thinking about what happened in during the party last year?"
"yeah dad. i wonder if they will even accept me there. i caused a riot and annoyed everyone. i am a nuisance." i answered him while getting into the car.
"do not worry, everything is going to be just fine... look on the bright side!"
"what is the bright side?"
"did i told you i will look for it?"

i giggled a little. even if his jokes are not that funny i am always able to laugh.. even a little...

"here we are. have fun in the party!"
"i'll try..." i answered back, "so don't worry!"

i hurriedly got out of the car and saw my two best friends.

"it's all been taken cared of!" mia told me.
"i told them that if they bully you during the party, they will be thrown out of the party!"
darcy explained.
"well, let's go!"

i am so happy thinking about that is a sigh of relief! as i entered, i saw people staring at me. worse, they're giggling. they haven't forgotten about the party last year. even darcy's relatives are laughing! i am so embarrassed!!!!!!!

"darcy, can you go upstairs and show us the new dress that your father gave you?"
"sure mom, just a minute girls." and she left.

"mia! mia! come here and help us with the distrebution of the food." one of our classmates shouted out. they didn't even invite me? i asked myself.
"what about cherrryyyy????" she shouted back as she was being dragged by our classmates.

i am sure that our classmate whispered to her that, "we'll be a laughing stock if we hang out with her without darcy. c'mon." and they left.

me? i am all alone sitting outside. actually, the party is held in their garden. there are so many flowers that has different colors. i love their garden. as i crouched to smell them, i saw a figure about my age looking straight at me. it crouched and said..."hi fiance!"

WHAT??!!!

this is what i was talking about. this is a love story but the "love thing" of the romance doesn't happen here. this is just like a little introduction...please read it. tell me also if you want me to continue it for encouragement...

          i am cherry. an ordinary highschool student who wants an average life... all i want is to be happy, but this ended up to be only a dream. i was 8 years old when my parents divorced. yeah, it was tough. we are all three siblings, all girls by the way. my older sisters decided to live with my mother. i ended up, being with my father. from the start, my mother's family is a rich family which has a big company. everyone hated her when she married my average father. i never talked to my relatives in my mother's side. neither my siblings did as well. we are always compared to trash and insulted like beggars. eventhough we are always treated like cats and dogs, i was still happy for we have a nice family. a happy one, with almost no problems in life, well, until they decided to divorce. i do not know why they decided this. the next thing i know is that my relatives in my mother's side started to talk to us and treat us very kindly. and then, they asked us to decide where we want to go. my older sisters decided to go to my mother. their cause is that they want to be enrolled in a good school, enjoy a good life without money problems and things like that. as for me, i want to go to my dad. well, it is not because i am his favorite but because i pity what will happen to him. he will be lonely and stuff. i was also worried that he will not have a happy life and be ashamed to be left by his own family. i went to him, not thinking that he can marry another woman and live with a new family... i never thought of that at all...my relatives in my mother's side still talks to me, but wanting me to go to them... i never minded them and just tell them that, "i can decide on my own, right?"

          so here i am... in a private school, but not as great as where my older sisters are attending to. i have a lot of friends. my best friends are darcy and mia. we always hang out. if we are on a sweet conversation in the phone, it is like we really are talking face to face for no lies are spoken along the line. an honest conversation that is. so we just spent hours talking and talking on the phone until one day, darcy said, "hey you guys, hope that you will really come to my party this saturday." "ofcourse we are right cherry?" and mia continued, "we will go there even if a storm hit our town right cherry?" "Sure..." is all my answer. thinking that i was sleepy, my two best friends said goodbye and hung up. the truth is that i do not want to go because last time we went to the party, i was about to enter the room with all the crowd inside until i tripped and fell, having a noseblees and when i stood up, i hit the punch bowl so i was all wet.everyone laughed and i went home soaking wet. my friends were aware that i do not want to go anymore for what happened was so unforgetable. but then, all my friends said was, "do not worry, if anyone will embarass and bully you there we are gonna knock them out." those words kind of reliefed me but not so much! well, i was comfortable because darcy, the birthday celebrant is a black belt in karate... but anyone will not be so confident even if a giant will be there just to protect you right? hello people, your reputation is at stake!!!!!!!

          Friday, the day before darcy's birthday was miserable. all people were bullying me even if darcy is around. they were calling me a looser and one said, "i'll be there to watch you next stunt" is that even legal to say that? "right", i told myself,"i will try my best to wear the best outfit in the party and be extra careful now."

          so, classes are over, time to go home. i bade goodbye to my friends. walked alone until i reached home. i was pitying myself without knowing that tomorrow is a good luck for me!

*what is the good luck? wanna know? then send me replies to continue the story... this is a love story actually...

Well, I was thinking of posting here in my blog something that I made up. like a story. somehow i want to do it... but i was thinking of a good start/beginning. maybe i'll post it sometime today....

do not care if you want to post this in your multiply... i just searched for these anyhow...

One day you'll love me the way I loved you
One day you'll think of me the way i thought of you
One day you'll cry for me the way I cried for you
One day you'll want me but I won't want you

Guys are like babies; you really don't know what exactly they want, but we can make a pretty good guess.

He said Iove you. I sneezed and said, "I am allergic to bullshit."

I do not play hard to get, I play to get you hard...

I take a deep breath
Then slowly take my step
I am afraid to move
Just to make a lie
What am I supposed to do?
You just passed me by
I think I'm gonna die.

I was blinded by your halo so I never noticed your horns.

My knight  in shining armour turned out  to be a looser in aluminum foil!

being single is like a vacuum cleaner, it sucks when you get turned on!

The shortest word for me is I
The sweetest word for me is love
The only word for me is you.

Letters begin with ABC
Numbers begin with 123
Musice begins with Do Re Mi
But true love begins with you and me!

who did fuuko ended up with in the last volume? (volume 21)